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Mad as shit...just need to vent...to like everyone lol [17 Nov 2005|12:46pm]

OMG!! I CAN'T BELIEEEEEEEVE THIS SHIT! Ok I'm just a bit bitter and hella irritated. Ok so here's the deal right....there's this guy.....me and guy were decent friends....then we started hanging out more...then me and dude made out (whoot) and ever since that day...dude has been somewhat stand-offish....and quite the asshole....and of course it just got worse and worse...and today I just had it.....so how many ladies are FAMILIAR with thei stroy EHH!!?? I mean c'mon!! I really hate guys anyway...like almost literally. But anywa the "plot line" of this little story is ofcourse not AT ALL that uncommon....doesn't 85% of the time happen like that anyway? But its just that when ya think ya may have found good people...they turn right around, laugh at ya, and piss in your face. It's ridiculous cause I so thought he was a relatively decent...and he's absolutely no different than any other dude. It makes me sick to think that I have a penis lol. I'm not really looking for advice or how to deal with the situation or w/ever...I've been here with EVERYONE it seems lol. I'm just venting about it so w/ever. Thanks for reading for those of you who gave a shit lol....I certainly don't anymore!


PS...Advice of any sort is of course always welcome lol. I'm just Annoyed with people in general and I mean like EVERYONE...even myself :(
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[09 Aug 2005|11:13pm]

hello :) My name's Kevin and I'm 19 years old, (now) 5'10", and multiracial. Just lookin for some folks to chat with or w/ever. Here's what I look like:

and I also have a myspace:


If you wanna add me then just comment on my latest post in my journal. On myspace, I accept people like Jesus lol.


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[10 Jul 2005|02:11am]

Why is it that you're inadvertanly asigned the friend counselor role all your life, then you start to delve into that role because its going to be expected of you for the REST of you life, then you think that since you've come to grips with that realization, then you come across that one friend...that one friggin friend that is absolutely impossible and makes your job hell on stilts!!? lol

Ok Lina:

Lina has/had boyfriend, Lina cheated on boyfriend and hasn't told boyfriend, now boyfriend cheated on her...broke her the f#$% to pieces. So now she "wants to get over him"...but she won't let herself...JEEEZZ!!!! I want so much for her as a friend to be happy and to get over this. I want her to find happiness whether its with someone else or with no one at all. But more than anything...I wanna see her as a strong woman. She acts so helpless. I mean granted that she's not helpless per se but she's just so weak minded in the sense that when she gets in a rut, she wallows in it. Maybe I sound really harsh saying that but I really don't mean it at all that way. It just really hits me in the heart to see someone not being as potentially strong as they could be...I dunno. I'm so busy trying to save everyone else from necoming what I used to be...am I wrong for that? Am I wrong for wanting to help? Do I come off as being invasive???....I think I do. I mean even if I'm asked for advice, I still feel like I'm invading...or am I? UGH I want desperately to save people from where I was. I'd never go into what was in my past that made me so paranoid now about people who act as if they aren't strong enough to overcome obstacles, or stop taking shit from people, or not let people take advantage of them. I hate...it really breaks my heart. UGH I feel like rambling but I know that it won't do me much good. Why can't I be God for just one day.....one day I'd give everyone a freebie and make everyone's problmes vanish into absolute nothing. Or for one good go around, I wish that I could give everyone advice for the biggest problem that haunts them. Blah I sound so blah right now lol but I can never really seem to fully articulate the depth and bredth of my own issues...maybe that's why I try so stringently to help everyone else...I dunno...


Am I still wrong for trying and caring? :( :(
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[27 Apr 2005|11:51pm]

Well this is my first post! I'm Kevin and I'm 19 years old, 5'9", and multi racial (Cuban, Black, Black-feet Native American, Indian, and Egyptian).

Here's what I look like:
Read more...Collapse )

I hope to get to know you guys soon!


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[20 Mar 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | awake ]

ok I'm joining and posting the ONE pic I have(only because my friend has the password to this account and a scanner at home) so anyways, I look just a TEENY bit screwed up there sooo I hope you dont get a bad 1st impression!
oh and I'm the one w/ the black dress

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hey i just joined! [13 Jul 2004|09:57pm]


hey, i'm natalie, 16, from philadelphia. i just joined for fun. i think what makes me beautiful is i'm a good, open hearted person who makes friends with everyone. i'm also a pretty big softie.  my boyfriend makes me feel so gorgeous and amazing also. he treats me like a princess!


here's a picture from a formal in marchCollapse )
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[10 May 2004|08:25am]

[ mood | bouncy ]

yeah im getting tanned and i have been riding my bike everywhere. it always makes me feel better about my self when i exercise, especially when it's outside. it makes me feel like i can eat whatever i want and not feel guilty about it, i also think my boobs are getting bigger :) but ya why doen't anyone post here?
-feeling beautiful

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bruised andbeautiful [14 Apr 2004|07:05am]

[ mood | loved ]

i got my wisdom teeth pulled friday so my cheecks are way swollen are really bruised because of this i have been in a great deal of pain and have not taken the time to get ready at all...in fact i haven't showered for a couple day either... to add to all of this my boyfriend was outa town..so i was feeling preety down..however he came back monday and came over to visit me. just being around him made me feel so much better. i don't know how he does it but just the way he looks at me makes me feel so beautiful.. he is amazing..
we do this thing were we tell each other that when we wake up and look in the mirror that we should tell ourselves that we are "beautiful" or "hott" i hadn't been doing it but i started again and it helps so much. i recomend all of you to try it. even if you don't completely believe yourself it still helps a lot
good luck you are all beautiful!

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[29 Feb 2004|03:12am]

Hello guys =) Today I posted in a rationg community...I was happy and all....but they were all so rude.They said dads condom probably broke and said that I was an ugly idiot.:( I wanted to cry...I still do. :( I already hated myself as is...http://img30.photobucket.com/albums/v90/GabriellaGorey/pic32.jpg anyway thats what I posted. Im glad there is a community like this. CAN ANY OF YOU HELP ME!? Im trying to get that community deleted.It was beyond hurtful
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Just a thought [08 Jan 2004|03:32pm]

[ mood | Pretty :) ]

I haven't posted here in a while..but, even though I haven't washed my hair in 2 days, I still feel pretty. lol, just thought I would share that!

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that day was beautiful [11 Aug 2003|07:56pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

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[22 Jun 2003|05:14pm]

Worst feeling ever = Going out, thinking you look semi-decent, having fun, getting pictures developed...

Damn it, I looked ugly as usual.

Occasionally my self-image reaches new record lows.
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[20 Jun 2003|10:34pm]

I am beautiful when I can make you see you are worth it...
When I can make you happy, and make you smile... and make you cry happy tears...
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I'm brand new! *s* [18 Jun 2003|09:23pm]

[ mood | loved ]

I was searching different communities and just be change I came accross this one... it's really starnge since my best friend started it! lol.... coincidence? maybe....

Anyways.... I feel beautiful sometimes... on the inside much more than on the outside... I feel beautiful when i am with my friends... like I was tonight... and when I am with my boyfriend... he looks at me like no one else... a look is all I need to feel beautiful.

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[18 Jun 2003|05:31pm]


I just came across this community. Funny because my mum has just had cosmetic surgery because she felt she had to look better to gain more confidence now that she is a single woman again.
A little of the insecurity of looks does rub off on me and i have my hang ups on my appearance sometimes but not all the time.

I have found many people that seem to have not one feature out of place quite hard people inside and out. Where i am, the girls who many would class as pretty i see has hard faced, they have a look about them that to me is not beautiful, no inner beauty can show itself in the face and also in the eyes ;-)

An example, I had a friend that had what i would have said a faultless face, big eyes, petite nose, full lips lovely hair like alot of the magazines say are pretty or beautiful. Over time i think she as told she was good looking too often and the fact that she became big headed about it, turned that pretty face ugly. Over time with her over confidence her face to me became hard looking and stern and gave out the look of, I love me, who do you love? Me too? :-)
She didnt look pretty to me anymore, her personality the not so nice one came shining through her face.

I was once told by a friend that i am perfectly imperfect. That made me smile.
I think if someone is even just attractive but they are a lovely person that shows and they are the ones who are beautiful and rare :-)

Thats me done *smiles*

mfem xx
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[17 Jun 2003|07:21pm]

I felt beautiful for once today for a couple of minutes then I felt ugly like five minutes later. Doesn't that just suck? I wish I was more confident...
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Hi there =( [12 Jun 2003|06:48pm]

I am feeling so ugly today =( It really sucks... I want to know if anyone knows any wayz that I can feel prettier when I feel like shit...
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Hi [30 May 2003|09:25pm]

Hello I am new to the community and I just thought I would say Hi. My name is Vanessa, I am 16 years old, and I am planning on being an actress. Most of the time when I walk into a room I scope out the other females on the room and see which ones are prettier then me. Its horrible to do this and it even worse to feel you are at the bottom of this spectrum. You would thing with me wanting to be an actress and all I would think of myself highly but I don't. I don't really know what makes me beautiful but the things I like about myself (which aren't many) are:
1)My Hair
2)My Eyes
3)My Ablitly to hide my feels from others
4)My Acting Talents
Thats it I hope you will welcome with open arm, feel free to add me to your friends list and I'll add you back. Bye.
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[27 May 2003|01:31pm]

[ mood | beautiful ]

Today I feel beautiful..and I don't know why :)

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PLEASE LOOK [22 May 2003|08:22pm]


advertising pessimism
im looking for members
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